Wild Mouse rollercoaster in Blackpool, United Kingdom
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Music from Silent Hill 2 ‘Promise (Reprise)’ by Akira Yamaoka, Konami Music 2001
Until the next time we say goodbye, I’ll be trying my best to retain normal service. Tune in a low frequency but that’s the danger of being a disturbed tortured soul. I tune in and drop out with wild emotional overload.
Going up and down on a mondo big-dippero that I have to maintain so I don’t derail. Once the shit hits life’s ever-oscillating fan then the tracks come apart. Nuts and bolts popping off like stray bullets. Mind your head Sir, you’ll get one behind the ear if you stand too near. Stand clear, mind the gap, wear a hard hat, risk of death.
Being borderline chaos is a daily battle most frustrating. No job, no health, no purpose. A seemingly endless list of “no”. But over the past year or so I’ve slowly learned to see the “yes” in life. I can still do this, I can almost do that let alone the other. What the other is I’ll leave up to your Carry On mentality.
My mind is represented by playlists on my phone from ‘PowerUp’ to ‘JustNice’ wherein you’ll hear good moments or emotional turmoil. Good days and bad leak from my blood red headphones as I walk to the chemist for my prescription. My facial expressions will tell you how my mind is tuned in. A frown because I’m defiantly Bulletproof by La Roux, relaxed and miming to those damned Final Fantasy soundtracks but beware Eminem. Keep back until my factory reset.
Music, love and harnessed strength has re-tuned this collector of chronic chaos to mild static and the big dipper has been sent trundling calmly up and down manageable, well, ups and downs.
With an occasional super-loop.
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